insatiable wants.
am i being greedy?
or am i not given wad i'm entitled to?
zzz saying tt i'm entitled makes me feel like i'm wanting too much.
and that i dn have to spell out wad i want which essentially means no one will noe wad i want-.-
but i just feel sad whenever i think abt it so usually i avoid the thought altgt.
maybe once in awhile i NEED t feel this way, to appreciate things more when i dun.
ya tt's probly the reason for it.
... and i dn wanna talk abt it...